Oh I do wish I didn't see that.
Often, I think life would be simpler if I were a less passionate person. Maybe it would be easier to deal with things, maybe they wouldn't bother me so much. Maybe all the stupid meaningless things that upset me wouldn't matter any more. I suppose it's possible for me to just not let them bother me regardless... Not that I haven't tried that, of course. At the same time however, being a passionate person defines so many other parts of my life that I guess there has to be some things I dislike about it just to balance everything out. I just wish the bad things wouldn't make me feel like a crazy person. It's not that I'm stupid enough to act on anything, I just get upset I suppose, and without good reason. It'd be easy enough to fix that, but that's the part I can't quite do on my own, and the few people able to fix it never quite know how, or realize anything needs to be done at all. Not that I'm blaming them, of course, because that would be a very ridiculous thing to do and it's not really anything terribly important anyway. I don't quite know what I'm going on about here and I seem to have failed quite completely at explaining it, but oh well. Have a blog post. Merry Wednesday.
