Monday, January 21, 2013
Sunday, January 20, 2013
Go Today
Life is frightening. But exciting I guess.
Thinking of what I have the potential to be doing in ten years...
I just wish I was better at motivating myself to do work.
I enjoy myself more when I'm productive so I don't know why I'm so lazy about it.
I always tell myself I will be... next week.
Or that next semester, I'll really crack down.
And I mean, I'm hoping I do! I really am. I just wish I wasn't so addicted to the internet and drawing and.. well pretty much just procrastinating in general.
I actually really enjoy doing physics and math things most of the time, unless of course I get frustrated...
I just wish I had more time to do lazy things aaand math-y things. Ah well.
As for other things going on in my life, I'm not really sure what to talk about. It's frustrating and confusing and odd as I suppose anyone's is. I ought to tidy up my room again, as usual. Sooon.
Moving on, I wonder why it is that I don't like female vocalists.
I don't hate them or anything, I just... don't really listen to them. 98% of the music I have has either male vocalists or no vocals at all.
Weird.
My hair is spikey again. I cut it shorter than I meant to but fuck it. I don't have anyone to impress anyways, and I like having it spiked. I'll admit sometimes the looks people in my grade give me irk me sometimes, but I can certainly deal. I'm motha fuckin pretty anyways. Jerks.
Also I drew this thing today. I like it.
Ailurophile - A cat-lover
Thinking of what I have the potential to be doing in ten years...
I just wish I was better at motivating myself to do work.
I enjoy myself more when I'm productive so I don't know why I'm so lazy about it.
I always tell myself I will be... next week.
Or that next semester, I'll really crack down.
And I mean, I'm hoping I do! I really am. I just wish I wasn't so addicted to the internet and drawing and.. well pretty much just procrastinating in general.
I actually really enjoy doing physics and math things most of the time, unless of course I get frustrated...
I just wish I had more time to do lazy things aaand math-y things. Ah well.
As for other things going on in my life, I'm not really sure what to talk about. It's frustrating and confusing and odd as I suppose anyone's is. I ought to tidy up my room again, as usual. Sooon.
Moving on, I wonder why it is that I don't like female vocalists.
I don't hate them or anything, I just... don't really listen to them. 98% of the music I have has either male vocalists or no vocals at all.
Weird.
My hair is spikey again. I cut it shorter than I meant to but fuck it. I don't have anyone to impress anyways, and I like having it spiked. I'll admit sometimes the looks people in my grade give me irk me sometimes, but I can certainly deal. I'm motha fuckin pretty anyways. Jerks.
Also I drew this thing today. I like it.
Ailurophile - A cat-lover
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Associations and Suggestions
So my life has been oddly... social lately? If that's what you'd call it. Apart from the multiple hours spent alone in my room watching community, that is. Haven't blogged in a while either, so here's the obligatory "sorry , dearest people who read this blog" mention thingy.
The holidays have been spent... mildly unexpectedly. I don't really know where I'm going with this and I don't really feel like delving into details here either. So... Enjoy my toootally mysterious out of context references to things!
On another note, I really just can not stand some people. Mostly stupid people. Or people who are decently intelligent but simply must be smarter than everyone around them. Life may seem like a contest to you, but it really, really isn't. I mean, we've all been guilty of trying to look good at one point or another, but seriously... please keep it in your pants (yes, I am still referring to those out-smarterism type people and their unsightly mannerisms).
Sometimes I just lay around thinking about how freaking crazy-weird-excellent the English language is. Or any language, really. The fact that we can look at little symbols and know what they sound like and what they mean, or hear noises and know what they mean and what they look like simply by listening. That we can string little things together into larger trains and make them work together differently than they would in other combinations or even independently is indubitably awesome . The fact that there is a single train or string of these trains to accurately describe nearly everything on the planet and off of it in a manner so precise that one is able to mold a picture in their minds simply from the noises of another human being or little symbols on a page is absolutely, mindbogglingly awesome. And there's not just one word for each thing, either! There's an entire plethora of delicious words each with their own connotations and denotations, associations and suggestions. In fact, there are so many words that it would appear to be quite impossible to know them all, but... that's almost the beauty of it all. Anyways, just a thought of mine.
The holidays have been spent... mildly unexpectedly. I don't really know where I'm going with this and I don't really feel like delving into details here either. So... Enjoy my toootally mysterious out of context references to things!
On another note, I really just can not stand some people. Mostly stupid people. Or people who are decently intelligent but simply must be smarter than everyone around them. Life may seem like a contest to you, but it really, really isn't. I mean, we've all been guilty of trying to look good at one point or another, but seriously... please keep it in your pants (yes, I am still referring to those out-smarterism type people and their unsightly mannerisms).
Sometimes I just lay around thinking about how freaking crazy-weird-excellent the English language is. Or any language, really. The fact that we can look at little symbols and know what they sound like and what they mean, or hear noises and know what they mean and what they look like simply by listening. That we can string little things together into larger trains and make them work together differently than they would in other combinations or even independently is indubitably awesome . The fact that there is a single train or string of these trains to accurately describe nearly everything on the planet and off of it in a manner so precise that one is able to mold a picture in their minds simply from the noises of another human being or little symbols on a page is absolutely, mindbogglingly awesome. And there's not just one word for each thing, either! There's an entire plethora of delicious words each with their own connotations and denotations, associations and suggestions. In fact, there are so many words that it would appear to be quite impossible to know them all, but... that's almost the beauty of it all. Anyways, just a thought of mine.
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