It's hard, sometimes, not being able to do anything.
Not going anywhere.
Not seeing anyone.
Just sitting in my room.
Then going to work.
Then coming home to sit in my room again.
I have too much time to think.
I don't want to anymore.
I want something new.. but there's no way that's going to happen soon, by the looks of things.
I don't really have anything to be happy about right now.
Nothing to look forward to.
Yet.
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Monday, July 16, 2012
Karma Whore
Might I say as an afterthought that I'm putting at the top of this post so it's sort of a before thought, I really think you should like.. find the link to the music I put in my posts and then play it as you read. Cause I put the song I choose on repeat when I write so um maybe it'll like.. help you understand my ramblings or something? Don't have to. Just a suggestion.
Why do I always seem to think the hour before I go to bed is the best hour to paint my nails? I mean, I did a pretty damn good job if I do say myself. But still.
Well, I guess I'd like to look back on some of my life's recent activities, and share them with you, lovely reader.
I went to Cranbrook and saw The Amazing Spider-man.
Dear lord.
Oh my.
Well.
Ah.
Goodness.
Andrew Garfield is incredibly attractive.
Just saying.
...The movie was really good too
Anyways, I also acquired a new camera on this journey. Fun stuff! Tis quite nice.
Going to Calgary tomorrow with my parents.
Hopefully that all goes well...
It`s weird how you`re thinking what I was sort of thinking, but not at the same time.
It's like you're inadvertently reading my thoughts... Magic.
I guess that's kind of all this blog is, really.
Reading my edited thoughts.
Now with optional music!
Abligurition - Excessive spending on food & drink
Why do I always seem to think the hour before I go to bed is the best hour to paint my nails? I mean, I did a pretty damn good job if I do say myself. But still.
Well, I guess I'd like to look back on some of my life's recent activities, and share them with you, lovely reader.
I went to Cranbrook and saw The Amazing Spider-man.
Dear lord.
Oh my.
Well.
Ah.
Goodness.
Andrew Garfield is incredibly attractive.
Just saying.
...The movie was really good too
Anyways, I also acquired a new camera on this journey. Fun stuff! Tis quite nice.
Going to Calgary tomorrow with my parents.
Hopefully that all goes well...
It`s weird how you`re thinking what I was sort of thinking, but not at the same time.
It's like you're inadvertently reading my thoughts... Magic.
I guess that's kind of all this blog is, really.
Reading my edited thoughts.
Now with optional music!
Abligurition - Excessive spending on food & drink
Sunday, July 15, 2012
In Other Words, a Sorry Tale
I wish something would happen.
Everything has just kind of... stopped lately.
It's weird.
It's funny how you hide things from yourself. Like when you know something is going to happen, or not happen, and you just don't let yourself believe it. Then when it finally happens or doesn't, it's like you're all surprised and upset, even though you knew it was coming so you shouldn't be. So next time, you try warning yourself; expect the worse, expect the worse, expect the worse. But you hold on to the slippery edge of belief that it'll all go the way you want it to (which usually doesn't seem to happen). Never seems to help with the disappointment though, so maybe we should just keep hoping. Something's going to go right eventually.
Wanweird - An unhappy fate (Good one, right?)
Everything has just kind of... stopped lately.
It's weird.
It's funny how you hide things from yourself. Like when you know something is going to happen, or not happen, and you just don't let yourself believe it. Then when it finally happens or doesn't, it's like you're all surprised and upset, even though you knew it was coming so you shouldn't be. So next time, you try warning yourself; expect the worse, expect the worse, expect the worse. But you hold on to the slippery edge of belief that it'll all go the way you want it to (which usually doesn't seem to happen). Never seems to help with the disappointment though, so maybe we should just keep hoping. Something's going to go right eventually.
Wanweird - An unhappy fate (Good one, right?)
Thursday, July 12, 2012
Don't Think, Just Do.
Ever wonder why when we're sad or lonely or upset about something we just play one certain song over and over again until you realize it's a sad fucking song, no matter how well it describes how you feel about something and it just ends up making you sadder? I don't know. Maybe that's just me.
Nelipot - Someone who walks without shoes.
Nelipot - Someone who walks without shoes.
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Faith Restored and Shattered (Not as Serious as it may Seem)
So, things have changed. I knew they would, and I'm happy with how they're different, so I guess I don't really have a lot to say. It's nice to hang out with people again. It's been... a while haha.
I should clean my room.
But nope. Story time.
So, being the responsible human being I am, I definitely lost my iPod smack in the middle of town yesterday. Realized as I got on the bus, and wasn't about to ask the bus to stop and wait while I searched for it, so had to drive away not knowing when the next time I'd be in town to look for it was (or for that matter, where to look). The next day I asked someone to look around as they said they'd be there, but sadly they didn't have any luck. However, I returned home to an email from a lady and her husband who live in Panorama who found it, and they have even offered to return it to the golf course I work at tomorrow.
Faith in humanity momentarily restored.
Faith in my ability to take care of expensive things on the other hand, has been shattered.
To be fair, we were sleeping at the cenotaph when a wild torrential downpour decided to appear, so I guess it's not completely my fault. Sort of.
Anyways, i am quite thankful to be getting that back on the morrow.
Arrivederci.
Apodyopsis - The act of mentally undressing someone.
As a side note, I'm also going to try to put a link to a song I enjoy in each new post. If you don't like my musical taste, congratulations, I'm so proud.
I should clean my room.
But nope. Story time.
So, being the responsible human being I am, I definitely lost my iPod smack in the middle of town yesterday. Realized as I got on the bus, and wasn't about to ask the bus to stop and wait while I searched for it, so had to drive away not knowing when the next time I'd be in town to look for it was (or for that matter, where to look). The next day I asked someone to look around as they said they'd be there, but sadly they didn't have any luck. However, I returned home to an email from a lady and her husband who live in Panorama who found it, and they have even offered to return it to the golf course I work at tomorrow.
Faith in humanity momentarily restored.
Faith in my ability to take care of expensive things on the other hand, has been shattered.
To be fair, we were sleeping at the cenotaph when a wild torrential downpour decided to appear, so I guess it's not completely my fault. Sort of.
Anyways, i am quite thankful to be getting that back on the morrow.
Arrivederci.
Apodyopsis - The act of mentally undressing someone.
As a side note, I'm also going to try to put a link to a song I enjoy in each new post. If you don't like my musical taste, congratulations, I'm so proud.
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